As the year comes to an end , the mind is still and I gather my thoughts as I write the words of contemplation and motivation.
I am here awakened from my once addictive behaviors knowing what needs to be done for the next chapter of my life. I am here,my teacher is waiting for the go ahead to get into my mind of many disturbing non truths that kept me a prisoner in my two hundred and ninety eight pound body.
I have released seventy pounds and am now getting ready to release another thirty pounds of pain and disturbing non truths about myself. I close my eyes, as beautiful piano music plays in the background and I find my place of grounding .
We all are individuals yet, I have felt helpless in my past and now after shedding my pounds of pain I am feeling hopeful with gratitude to spread the love and joy to all that come to my dance of celebration.
Sugar is nothing more than a substance to take you down to your knees with an addiction. I was so addicted, I ruined my teeth and almost ruined my body…and mind with self hate. No more will this substance take me down, I have awakened to my truth, I am here to build myself up and move towards my life goals of peace and tranquility.
My childhood molestation is a memory gone by but once in awhile peaks his ugly head out to torment my soul. No more, you are nothing more than an experience and memory… I need to put away forever. I will never allow anyone or anything to torment me any longer. I am a beautiful human being that was put on this earth in a way that helps the world and myself. Please take back your life from whatever addiction you maybe running away from. Much Love Denise Street ~*~